ohohoh , thinking of the past and i feel that i am silly enough to do all those thing for you .
crying and crying , doing all those silly and stupid thing . hoping that you will you be back to my side .
& i know that was impossible that we will together again . ohmy , i am really silly . and laughing at myself for being stupid and silly . hahahahs . & finally my brain and my heart has no longer any place for you to be in now . because i love my dearest boyf ♥ but i never regret before being with you and do so much silly things .
just feel that i am silly .

today went to wildwildwet with my dearest boyf , jeremy , girlf , clifferd , nazree , junlong , xiaoken , darren & baoguang ! was fun (: hahahs . have been a long time never went there already eh . hahahs . and now my face is red ! sunburn ): and i become blacker !! grrr , i dont want . i am black enough already . later going to woodlands with family again yeah , hahahs . hope thing will change and get better for me and dearest boyf .


today dont mean to quarrel with you , sorry .
i know i am a lousy girlf , but i am trying hard to change . i know i never treat you like i treat him so good .
but i will change and treat you better 1000000 times better than i treat him okay ? sorry dearest boyf .
give me sometimes alright ? sorry about today . truly sorry , but lastly i can tell you i really loveyou now and always . you are a nice boyf and i wish to be with you forever ♥ ineedyou dearest (:
thanks for being wildwildwet to play , we still have a long long way to go uh . so let JIAYOUS hao bu hao ?!
iloveyou , konyongshun . my dearest boyf ever (: